That epiphany moment.

Theres a moment, the instant that divides unquestionable misery from realization. An instant where your entire mindset changes. You realize, everything you've been doing is wrong. Its your fault that you made yourself a certain way, and its up to you to do something about it. But if you hold in all those feelings, don't put your goals out into the universe, and don't let the world know what you want, then you'll never be able to attain it. Its the moment where you walk out to the edge of a cliff, after hours of thinking its nuts to dive off, its too far, you'll never make it, and you accidentally tripped. Your mid air, nothing but the laws of  physics propelling you towards the water, and your realize, why was I so scared to jump. There's the adrenaline, the realization that yes, I can. I don't have to be afraid. That feeling of invincibility. That's the moment things change.